To all people , going through something like this , there is a good possibility you are not living as per your heart desires . Got a GP appointment soon after feeling bit down . He referred me to an expert & more like a counselling .
Expert suggested to do more pleasurable things for yourself . Like travelling & sports etc . Booked for Switzerland trip this December & started playing cricket again . It’s been 17 yrs , I have held a bat in my hand . Joined a team , within my organisation. Man , I felt like a being coming alive again . My first cricket match . My heart opened to an emotional roller coaster . In one game , I took 4 catches on the offside . For first time in my life , I was playing to win 🥇. Met lot of bros . We went to a game last month . Jumped on ladies wagon again .
A bit of context before that , when the revelation started , I wanted to drink & smoke a lot quitting workout session which I never did in my life . When the expert suggested pleasurable moment , I read between the lines . I replaced drinking & smoking urge with woman . Which was the best decision I made , like a turning point . I had a lot of sex in the past few months more than I have ever done in my life. I go for massaging sessions one per week now . One one sad thing is I haven’t settled for a serious GF yet . Feel like I’m rushing things before the mind gets sorted . My current friend is kind of really happy , coz we r doing it a lot . Idk why iam feeling like this , May be it’s the age who knows . Stopped overthinking & truly started loving myself . Sex changed everything for me & I’m back wrestling with the weights .
In back of my mind , I always have that dark corner & I know how it feels . I’m more empathetic towards people going through such mental health struggles in daily life . Let me know if you need any support or someone to talk to . I’m all ears ❤️🫶🏽
Once again , forgive my English, I’m not a native speaker
Source: Jonyesh-2356
3 Comments
Best post all year.
Congratulations, I must be the only one in Australia who has never done it.
Gettin funky is good for your funk